The Trefoil Muse

I have submerged myself into something unknown.  The path, still curvy feels pressurized.  It is turbulent at times and if I move against the flow, tire more easily. But, I know that is necessary to go against the norm.  My instincts drive me to do this.

Determination to reach my destination has caused me to focus on inner power.  This instinctual power causes adrenaline to surge through my body and I leap into the light only to splash down slightly further ahead.  The journey is almost complete. I can feel it.  I have worked hard.  Soon I can rest but not right now.  My body is aching.  I am hungry.  I have used up nearly all of my reserves just to get this far.  Surely, I will die completing this labor of love.  I must eat.  That is when I spot it, a tidbit to feed my starving soul.  I snatch it up barely missing a hook.  Next time I will be more careful, not everything edible along this path is safe.

I hope the morsel will be enough to propel me to where I need to be.  A knowing fills me and I dive deep into dark shadowy depths.  My lungs feel like they will explode as a vise-like grip grabs hold of my body and forces a vaporized bubble from my lips then I hit bottom.

Conscious knowing tells me that if I do not succeed with this leap the first time my journey will end.  I only have strength enough for one more leap.  I summon up every ounce of strength I have left, aim for the light and go with my heart.  There is no time for past regret.  I am not afraid.  Life has been good.  I am ready for what comes next.  Either way, it marks success as long as I have the will-power to try.

The power of the leap surprises me.  I am well over the waterfall in a pool of calm life giving water full of rainbow infusions.  Exhausted, the assumption is that I can now rest, the battle is over.  I allow myself to float.  The sensation of buoyancy is pleasant however; it seems the journey is not complete!  The sun’s rays are causing electrical currents to course through my veins.  I must get to shore.

I am transforming.  Pain rips through my abdomen as I crawl onto shore resisting the temptation to double over.  I am also in labor.  The message is clear; death, change and birth are simultaneous actions.  My metamorphosis is astronomical.  I can breathe. The air is sweet.  It clears my senses then I see it.  My reflection is mirrored back at me from the water’s edge.  I am holding something special in my hands for the people. I need only touch my creation with love.  I laugh, realizing the art of creation can be a very watery journey.

Bringing a dream into reality can be exhausting trip but life is terrific and my next ride waits already.

I am grateful to have experienced the earth mother’s waters and gaze out at her with appreciation.  I will offer the water a small piece of pink quartz hidden in my pocket.  It is infused with love.  I toss it gently into her midst then watch as circles form around and around in endless circles as the sun‘s light causes tiny five pointed stars to emerge along the ripples.  Nirvana.  Oneness with all.

I smile as I mount up.  I have learned some valuable lessons.  Nirvana is love.

Love is not the same as lust.  We have been conditioned to believe that lust is love.  But, love is heart centered.  Love encompasses all parts of a being and is energy driven.  It causes within us passion to create in a centered manner that goes beyond the physical.

Nirvana is indicated by a five pointed star meaning human alignment with earth, air, water, fire and spirit.

 Oneness is a circle.

 My heart is my drum.

   The earth is my playground.

 Life is my Pegasus and I will ride her highs and her lows along the curvy rose paths that I love.  Where will your journey take you?

Love to learn.  Learn to love.  Love to share.